Aaarrrggghhh.....

How many more days of being like this? How many more days of change? How many more days of not being myself? I am starting to hate all this now. Just hate.... But..... This is what I have to do for the rest of my life. This is what is my future..... This is what I am, I guess... Aaarrrggghhh...

I want... But...

Going on & on... Searching for something... I don't know what... May be a little bit of help would do good... I am tired of posts that mean nothing... Was wondering why not post a list of "I want"... Here it goes...


1) An I-POD. ( I have become an ear-phone addict)


2) A Blackberry. ( My cell just refuses to work with higher memory!!)


3) A laptop which is a bit faster. ( Would have saved me at least 1 hour everyday in my internship)


4) Loads of sleep. ( Have forgotten when was the last time i missed my lunch coz I was sleeping for the past 14 hours.)



5) A nice job with nice pay at a nice place. ( Sorry no side comments for this!!:-( )



Well having said all these I wonder when we will stop complaining & wanting so much luxury... Even if we don't want luxury we want stuff just to keep us happy... We just keep on wanting... Should it be so???


Somebody rightly said " I used to complain that I have no shoes until I went out & met a man who had no feet. "

Nothing

Third attempt to write something... May be I'll be third time lucky... Well... A mental block... Nothing comes to my mind... I'll stop here... May be tomorrow will be a better day...

Letter... Word... Sentence... Novel...

Letters... Letters essential for life... Essential for the very existence of life is fast disappearing... Or should I say the letter for life has already disappeared... And with that disappearance the words have stopped making sense... They are not interesting anymore... They are mundane... Simple... New words are being formed constantly but the old words need to be revived soon... The sentences are more or less the same but the effect of the new words are not as strong the old words'... Strange... Funny... Sad... Guilty... How did that letter get lost??? Can anyone help??? Or do I ask the letter itself to help me out... The novel is still incomplete... But I think the letter won't be there in my novel again... It has moved on to different language altogether I guess... Ahhh.... Blessed is the letter which decides to move on... Alone... What's in a language anyway????