Sunday, July 19, 2009

It's been long since I wrote something. Here, I am again. It's 6 in the morning and I am wide awake. Did you ask why? Ahhh.. Well, nothing really... Absolutely nothing... Anyway my days in Hyderabad still continue... Work has become all the more uncertain and irritating... Sometimes I wish I had been a bit more serious in my studies... Might have just gone for a PhD... The very next moment I think... "Naah, 5 years is too long. What all I can do in this 5 year!!!" MBA seems to be the shortcut to success then... A frantic typing starts only to stop after 10 minutes and realizing "Dude, you need a lot of work-ex"... OK... So where could I shift??? Again frantic typing... Frantic searches... Sorry no jobs... OK... Sigh!!! Smoke a cigarette... Forget all worries and go back to that movie I was watching... Done... Job accomplished... Atleast that's what I tell myself... Atleast I tried... (Loser!!!)

I feel I should do something more constructive (cliched!!!). Like getting to learn French or German or maybe Mandarin... Or maybe read more often... Hmmm... Have to figure out something. Till then I dwell in my phase of complacency... The death of ambitions...