It comes....

Well the day is almost here..... I don't really know what I was doing for the last 4 months but yes I'm totally unprepared..... It's sad but yet again another day passes without me making any improvement.... I'm like a stagnant pool of water... No where to go & entirely clueless about life....

Constant..I...(ne)..

Some things just don't change....and even if they do its always for the worse..... It's sad but it just keeps happening with me.... Simply given up on it.....

Confused....

At times it's so difficult to write something..... Its a feeling of utter frustration... Do all people face the same plight as mine????? Or are they more blessed than me in matters relating to clarity of thought????? I wonder how would a literate person feel if he woke up one fine morning and discovered he had lost his ability to read and write... I Think and Think and Think and.... Well I think I have certainly lost my senses otherwise I wouldn't have written all these crap..... But at the same time I have realized all I have written is crap..... So I certainly can't be out of my senses....... Or could I be???? I don't know..... It's so confusing...... Better not think about this..... Ahhhh..... The agony of a confused mind......

It's Sad

I considered them my peers..............How foolish I was.........Self-realization is very essential......

Happy Days....down the memory lane..

Well the pujas are over....Yes it was a puja well spent....from addas at friends' place to seeing cross-dressers at Maddox....from watching beautiful girls in varied dresses portraying ethnicity(?) & modernity(?)...(at times post-modernity(?))....to taking a walk down the memory lane with the aroti at Maddox....Yes it was a nice puja....Anyways....its gone & again a long wait begins....Wishing everyone a superb year ahead.....As my friend says....Happy Days are ahead....Subho Bijoya.......

Nostalgia....

The sound of the dhak is perhaps the most nostalgic sound a bengali can ever hear/imagine....Well my roots of existence were truly given a healthy dose of this sound....Yes....the aroti....the dhak..... & the serenity that was present in the eyes of the goddess was enough to make me feel proud of my roots.....Y are so many "bongs" so disgusted with their roots????Anyways....the pujas are about to end & again the long wait begins.....the wait for 4 magical days starts again....with hopes for a better tomorrow.....Another day of my life is gone.....and I keep wondering about this uncertain journey of life....May the pujas shower your life with unprecedented happiness.....Enjoy life always...

It's happy days again...

Well its time for the grandest festival of all(opinions do differ,but this is my blog so my views rule...)!!! Its the festival of happiness,friendship,love & yes of course...DEVOTION...Now that our death knell (results) has stopped its gong we all are happy & i hope so are the rest....lets enjoy.....atleast till the depressing days come again....anyways...HAPPY PuJAS to all....enjoy life & meet you all soon.....Happy "bird watching" for all my male friends....(SORRY i couldn't find a better word for 'watching the fairer sex...".....I feel the rest of the terminologies used are derogatory)...forget all this and enjoy .....

Finally.....

Finally....I am courageous enough to start my own blog.....dono what to write but i'll improve with time..(I hope so)....well i'm proud of myself.....will b ritin here soon with my day to day life or somebody else's.....